Failure is success in progress.

Shattered
Depressed
Low
Sad
Mad
Angry
Worthless

These aren’t just mere words, they are feelings. Feelings which we get after something which didn’t go the way we wanted it to go.
We all face such situations in our lives in one or the other way.
Like a student fails exam.
Or
Like a cricketer’s consistently getting ducks.
Or
A boxer not being able to defeat his opponent.
We are taken aback with such failures, we feel the world is over and it has nothing for us in it.
We feel we are a worthless piece of crap about whom nobody gives a damm.
This is what a person becomes after repeated failures when he realises that even God doesn’t want him to succeed, when all he can do or achieve is a life of mediocrity.
But
Yes!
Everything in life has a but.
And as a wise man once said “All good things said before a “but” usually doesn’t mean a crap”.
Let me modify this version and say that it’s opposite also makes sense.

Yes we feel sad, angry, shit but that isn’t the end of the world.

Whatever happens, happens for a reason. If we fail, we are not made for it. We are made for something even better.
But.
Again a but!
Everything happens for a reason, true.
Those reasons should be beyond our control, we need to work hard and focus and achieve what we want to achieve but if we don’t even try we cannot blame that on life.
In the words of great rocky balboa ” world ain’t no rainbows and sunshine and it is gonna beat the hell out of us and push us into ground if we let it”.

We need to work hard and if even after all our hard work we fail, there is no shame in that.
No reason to feel depressed or sad.
Life has something else for us in it’s store, it might not be something we expect but something we don’t and that’s what makes people who fail “a pioneer” “a success” “an inspiration”.

What good a life is if it doesn’t throw any bad shit at you, what good a life is if it doesn’t tests you, what good a life is which doesn’t even show you how mentally strong you are.

I am waiting for my life to show me the direction which it intends me to move in.
The direction or path to success.
I know i am not alone.
I know there are lakhs of wanderers like me thinking and waiting when is it going to get better.
It will soon.
We just need to have faith and hope in us.

“Hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things and no good thing ever dies.” By Andy dufrene(shawshank redemption)